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Lady Gaga (TIMOTHY A. CLARY)

Lady Gaga leinab oma südamesõbrannat Sonja Durhamit, kelle viis hauda vähk. Durham, kes algul tegutses lauljanna assistendina ning viimasel ajal Haus of Gaga juhina, kannatas Us Magazine’i teatel rinna-, aju- ja kopsuvähi all. Naised olid sõbrad üle kümne aasta.

“Ma ei tea, kuidas sõprusele hinda panna, ma pole isegi kindel, kuidas selle tähenduse suurust hinnata. Süda lihtsalt teab ning see on midagi sõnulseletamatult erilist,” kirjutas Gaga pühapäeval Twitteris, avaldades mitu pilti kallist sõbrannast.

I don't know how to put a price on a friendship. I'm not even sure how you can assess the size of its meaning, only really your heart truly knows and it's too special for words. I feel two competing feelings. Firstly, that I will live everyday with more passion, more determination, more compassion and more giving than ever before. Because that's who she was, and it's what drew us to each other, and I know it's what she always wanted for me. She had this incredible way of releasing me from the anchor of my own sadness that held me back, she loved me fearlessly while I learned how to cope with fame and stay inspired no matter how scared I was. She knew all I cared about was the music. She made that ok. The other feeling I have is that of being robbed of the last 10 years of my life, friendship and career with her. Like someone took her from us, and with that taking took all the good times. I know that's not true, and I know that I have those memories forever, I'm just in shock that I will never have new ones with her. I'm in shock that I won't see her again until I pass too. I vow to be a little stronger everyday for her because that's what she would have wanted, I vow to be stronger for anyone who's lost somebody to cancer. I'm a part of that family now. I vow to be a warrior for her and be a voice for cancer patients so the world can continue to improve the dialogue and the fight. I loved her. I still love her. And I love so much her husband Andre, stepson Sante, and friends. I made them some food yesterday. I will keep cooking. Cooking my soul until it understands this. Last thing I told her, "Go find Joanne, Sonj." Somehow I think she did. @sonjad7777 #sonjadurham #grigiogirls

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Staar kirjutas, et teda valdavad kahetised tunded. “Esiteks: et ma kavatsen elada iga päeva suurema kire, suurema sihikindluse ja suurema heldusega kui kunagi varem. Sest Sonja oli just selline ning see meid teineteise poole tõmbaski, ja ma tean, et ta tahtis, et ma just nii elaksin.” Samas tunneb Lady Gaga enda sõnul, et temalt on röövitud kümme viimast eluaastat, sõprus ja ühine karjäär. “Ma tean, et see pole tõsi, ja ma tean, et mulle jäävad mälestused, aga olen lihtsalt vapustatud, et uusi mälestusi mul Sonjaga ei tule. Olen šokis, et näen teda alles siis, kui ka mina siit ilmast lahkun.”

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